Thank you for the comments, I wasn't feeling deranged, lonely or unhappy, but I'm not so sure now ;) Working a lot with studio flashes & and have fried all available victims, so I'm the model now. Being cameraman and model makes me look like this (but not all the time).
hey john .. this has quite the sad feel to it .. the colours, the expression and the textures all contribute .. it could be on the cover of a book .. a book about life, our expectations, the pain and suffering and the joy .. a tapestry .. its a fantastic emotive image .. :)